Kenapa?

Bermulanya aku masuk UTP...

aku rasa bahagia sangat, kerana segala impian dan angan-angan aku kini selangkah menjadi kenyataan.. Sebagai seorang Electrical Engineer Islam yang aku inginkan dalam hidup :)

Bukan senang nak masuk UTP yang bertaraf antarabangsa nie.

semuanya hanya yang terpilih sahaja..Aku bersyukur ke-Hadrat Ilahi

"Pabila hadirmu mengaburi hatiku

Meniti waktu mengisi saat kisah dongengku

Lakaran bahagiamu itu menjanjikan aku

Hanya akan selalu di dalam anganku"

Jejaknya kaki disini...aku ditempatkan kat Village 6...Etana-01-10 :)

Kehidupan aku disini bermula dengan angan2...cita2...cinta <3

Hinggalah kini aku di 1st year 2nd semester...semuanya masih lagi kekal..walaupun banyak dugaan dan rintangan dalam menjadi seorang pelajar, sahabat, pendidik :)

Banyak perubahan berlaku sehari demi sehari...Aku makin kenal apa itu kehidupan..

Aku makin kenal apa itu Cinta..

Aku makin kenal apa itu Persahabatan...

Kini....

"Malam itu, dia text aku...terima kasih sebab jadi sahabat aku selama nie..

Kalau kau tak ada, aku tak tahu siapa yang mampu aku capai..

Lepas tu dia cakap...Selamat Malam Sahabatku :) "

Siapa yang beritahu aku? Itu rahsia...hanya aku dan dia sahaja yang tahu..

Bermula pengenalan itu...aku makin kenal life...terima kasih pada Si Dia..tapi...

persahabatan ada jugak pergaduhan..tak indah seperti yang kita harapkan...

Semuanya boleh rosak hanya dalam satu ketidakfahaman...

"Hina sangat ke aku nie? Sampaikan seorang Sahabat malu nak jalan sekali dgn aku..

"Aku segan la jalan berdua je, mcm GAY"

Kalau ye pun dia tak suka kat aku....

Janganlah hina aku macam itu sekali..

Aku pun ada perasaan jugak..ada maruah"

Hidup aku penuh dengan kisah dongeng...semuanya cerita indah...bagi aku life seindah Fairytale..

Hidup dimana indah, tapi cabaran dan derita di tengah plot cerita..

Biasalah..namapun fairytale...

Sememangnya kemuncak cerita, ianya selalunya tragis, sedih....

Seperti Snow White yang kena racun, Cinderella yang awalnya..hidup susah..

Tapi diakhir cerita, apa yang dihajati..menjadi kenyataan...cinta berputik segar :)

Dan percayalah pada aku..

Di akhir cerita....sinar bahagia akan kembali"

Kenapa Aku Diuji?

KENAPA AKU DIUJI?

"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta."

(Surah Al-Ankabut : 2-3)

KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."

(Surah Al-Baqarah : 216)

KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."

(Surah Al-Baqarah : 286)

RASA FRUST?

"Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman."

(Surah Al-Imran : 139)

BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman!

Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh,

di medan perjuangan) & bersedialah (dengan

kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah supaya,

kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)."

(Surah Al-Imran : 200)

"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar & mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk."

(Surah Al-Baqarah : 45)

APA YANG AKU DAPAT DARIPADA SEMUA INI?

"Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka."(Surah At-Taubah : 111)

KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?

"Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari-Nya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal."

(Surah At-Taubah : 129)

AKU DAH TAK DAPAT BERTAHAN LAGI !!!!!

"...dan janganlah kamu berputus asa daripada rahmat Allah.

Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang kafir."

(Surah Yusuf : 12)

I said to Allah : "I hate life"

Allah replied :"Who asked you to love life??

Just love me & life will be beautiful!

Sahabatku, janganlah kau merasa takut, rugi & menyesal untuk meninggalkan sesuatu kerana Allah. Janji Allah itu pasti & Allah tidak pernah memungkiri janji-Nya. Sesungguhnya ada sesuatu yang lebih baik yang telah Dia takdirkan buat hamba-Nya yang tidak pernah berputus harap untuk memohon hanya yang terbaik dari-Nya. Takkan menyesal buat mereka yang melakukan sesuatu & meninggalkan sesuatu semata-mata hanya kerana Allah..

 .The Beauty of Islam.

Jawapan Aku :)

||Warkah = Bau||

Takkan lagi aku menunggu

kau hadir di dalam mimpi-mimpiku

puasku mengharapkan dirimu

seperti mereka yang punya cinta

Diriku tanpa dirimu

kau tempuhi penuh bahagia

diriku mahu kau tahu

pedih ini kau tak terasa

Warkahku mengharapkan dirimu

seperti yang aku kenali dulu

setiaku menantikan dirimu

seperti setianya terhadap diriku

Tapiku melepaskan mu

melangkah namun tak berdaya

terusku terus menunggu

cinta yang takkan pernah ada

Lagu ini jawapan bagi setiap persoalan untuk mereka yang tidak pernah mengerti apa itu AKU :)

One Thing

[Liam]

I've tried playing it cool

But when I'm looking at you

I can’t ever be brave

'Cause you make my heart race

[Harry]

Shot me out of the sky

You're my kryptonite

You keep making me weak

Yeah, frozen and can't breathe

[Zayn]

Something’s gotta give now

'Cause I’m dying just to make you see

That I need you here with me now

'Cause you've got that one thing

[All - Chorus]

So get out, get out, get out of my head

And fall into my arms instead

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

And you've got that one thing

[Niall]

Now I'm climbing the walls

But you don't notice at all

That I'm going out of my mind

All day and all night

[Louis-Zayn-Niall]

Something’s gotta give now

'Cause I'm dying just to know your name

And I need you here with me now

'Cause you've got that one thing

[All - Chorus]

So get out, get out, get out of my head

And fall into my arms instead

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my mind

And come on, come into my life

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

And you've got that one thing

Woah-oh-oh-oh

Woah-oh-oh-oh

Woah-oh-oh-oh

[Harry]

You've got that one thing

[Liam]

Get out, get out, get out of my head

And fall into my arms instead

[All - Chorus]

So get out, get out, get out of my head

And fall into my arms instead

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my mind (out of my mind)

And come on, come into my life

I don't, I don't, don't know what it is

But I need that one thing

Yeah, you've got that one thing

Stress??

Islam and Stress management (Part 1): Description and Importance of Zikr
Note: This series of articles about stress on “The Islamic Workplace” blog describe the type of stress one may experience as a normal part of one’s career. These articles are purely for informational purposes, and do not refer to the severe types of stress experienced in major crises or life-threatening situations. One should seek professional advice in such situations.
Stress is “the physiological response to actions or events that place excessive psychological or physical demands on a person.” It is a condition or feeling experienced when a person perceives that demands exceed his ability or resources to handle them. When you are stressed, it may result in any or all of the following:
Decrease in communication.
Decrease in motivation.
Decrease in performance since your performance is a function of your ability times your motivation.
Learned helplessness. According to Wikipedia, “learned helplessness is a psychological condition in which a person feels that he/she has no control over his/her situation and that whatever he/she does is futile. As a result, he/she will stay passive when the situation is unpleasant or harmful.”
Reactance. According to Wikipedia, “reactance is an action in direct contradiction to rules and/or regulations that threaten or eliminate specific behavioral freedoms; it can occur when someone is heavily pressured to accept a certain view or attitude. Reactance can cause the person to adopt or strengthen a view or attitude that is contrary to what was intended and also increases resistance to persuasion.” Reactance can lead to rebellion or physical confrontation to restore previously gained rights or freedom.
Please note that the amount of stress one experiences depends on one’s perception of the situation and one’s ability to handle with it. In a future post, I will talk about the mechanisms underlying stress.
No matter how bad you perceive your situation to be and how depressed or stressed or desperate you are, never give up on Allah. Doing so is actually tantamount to disbelief.
“Truly no one despairs of Allah’s Soothing Mercy except those who have no faith. ” (Qur’an, 12: 87)
When you feel overwhelmed and down with stress, remember Allah and do Zikr. Zikr refers to all forms of the remembrance of Allah, including Salat, Tasbeeh, making supplication (Dua), and reading Quran.
“And your Lord says: ‘Call on Me; I will answer your (prayer)…” (Quran 40:60)
As Muslims, we are in direct communication with the Almighty. He is the only One Who not only Hears and Knows all, but Who can change our situation and give us the patience to deal with our difficulties.
“Remember Me, and I shall remember you; be grateful to Me, and deny Me not“
(Quran 2:152).
Continuously relying on Allah or Tawakkul is an intrinsic part of your life as a Muslim or Muslima, and especially so during times of stress. Before you leave home for work, say ‘in Your Name Allah, I put my trust in Allah, and there is no power or force except with Allah’ (Bismillahi Tawakal to al Allah wa la hawla wa la quwwata illa billah).
Once you have determined how to deal with a stressful situation or problem at work or Allah, put your trust in the most Wise and the All-Knowing.
“When you have taken a decision, put your trust in Allah” (Quran 3: 159).

RED :)

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn so bright just before they lose it all
Losing him was blue, like I’d never known
Missing him was dark gray, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red
Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong
Losing him was blue, like I’d never known
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Missing him was dark gray, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red, oh red, burning red
Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it's time now gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible when I still see it all in my head…in burning red
Burning, it was red
Losing him was blue, like I’d never known
Missing him was dark gray, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met
Cause loving him was red, yeah yeah red, burning red
And that’s why he’s spinning around in my head
Comes back to me in burning red
Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street